it's a new day..

i'm not an avid writer, though i have always had many things on my mind waiting to be put down somewhere.. i wanted to write a blog.. but somehow or other, i couldn't till today.. but i guess every new day gives us another opportunity to do what we have always wanted to.. hence today is the day i'm finally here.. i no more can suppress the urge to put down my current situation.. the feeling that is getting onto my nerves..

 From the day when life started making  sense to me.. i have come to know that life is all about emotions, hopes, dreams n all such objective things which can only be felt.. as well as understood by our own self & that one special person in our life.. though some of these dreams come true, the path is never easy.. 

firstly, we perform.. we await the results.. then we get a hint that the dream is coming alive.. we slip into a frenzy of beautifying the dream with little elements..  but alas !! we get a hard blow on face denying us everything as if in a pre planned  manner.. we cry n rant over it.. then are forced to accept that it was not my stuff.. but still that little streak of hope refuses to die in our heart.. time goes on.. one day suddenly we get a hint that still a chance is there.. somehow or other  we see all positivities around us... everyone seems to be assuring us the same, that this time it's gonna happen..  we again wait with a batted breath & on the D Day, we again get a setback of missing the goal by a few points.. the wound becomes fresh again.. the turmoil starts again.. but unlike the last time, it leaves us hanging on a rope of hope.. that it may be or may not be.. To know the final answer, we have to move out of our comfort zone.. take a chance, to go on the spot to fetch the final decision of almighty..  this final step is not an easy one, it is time consuming as well as expensive.. but we gotta go for it to save ourselves the regrets later.. 

i'm in the same position today.. everything will be clear in a span of just 8 days.. though my dream is not that big or ambitious, but that's the way i have always wanted it to be.. it's precious to me.. so i have started the preparations for the final leap.. just 8 days down, i'll get to know, whether it was for me.. or something different lies in my fate.. i'm desperately trying to connect with my inner instincts..  i can see that little hope still glowing in my heart.. 

fingers crossed, i have left everything to my GOD.. because i have heard that he visualizes our dreams in a better & clearer manner.. wish me luck .. :-)